I cant help but wonder why on earth it seems that some people have these lives that nothing ever phases them. The see rainbows and win big on scratch tickets. From the outside looking in...TODAY ESPECIALLY...I wish that I was one of those people. Today was a difficult day for all of us. After days of constant tears, Tuckers night terrors, and wondering what the hell should we do...I walked in to my office and had a very difficult conversation with my boss. My position is just not possible to keep at the newspaper with Tucker's current situation. It brings me too far away from him and that is just too unsettling for this mama bear. So after a very difficult conversation with our daycare provider, with whom we love, we have decided that the best thing for us to do is for me to stay home with Tucker. Because at the end of the day, I couldn't live if anything happened to him outside of my care.
I am not sure what is next down the road for me in the way of employment options, but I know that there is something out there that would be perfect for this heart mom. The only prerequisites are that it would have to have mothers hours and be extremely flexible during flu season, because at the end of every day...This little cherubs face WILL ALWAYS come first.
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